今天是二零一四年九月十日
I am confused again about this life and this world we live in
Why I cannot stop thinking about it
Why my brain is working so amazingly strange and I cannot get rid of it
Get rid of thinking about the truth the life the love the faith and why
I mean what is truth really ?
Even the word truth is created by human race and whatever we created are just systems and cultural and histories that based on nothing and waiting to be proven
Those evidences and systems created to prove which lack of evidences to be true are really true?
Even if I spent all my life searching and study about science facts
I won't get to any where and I won't reach an end and indeed it never will
So what are human fighting for
What are we meat to complete and meant to do
The modern history whereby human races exist only for 6 seconds and the earth exist for 14years if we shorten the time down according to a scale
Human are just star dusts and we are fed by the energy coming from the sunlight
No one knows where we truly come from where we are heading to and why we are here
So many people talk about love faith motivations truth
But what are they and where are they. We can't touch it we can't smell it we can't see it .
We can hear some words and that's all we can't do anything about these easy words
It's like religion they are just different paths went through by different people
Many people in the past build up the believe as they went through certain path and they succeed and found their peace in life
So they spread the belief and convince people of what they have achieved and they get followers
People follow and the group gets bigger and grow in power and it starts have systems to safe guard their beliefs
They wrote books they spread the thoughts they try to influence others they rule the country they control the politics they used it as a tool
They hates people who challenge their beliefs is not because they are loyal believers
It's because they are afraid they afraid of the truth they afraid their so call beliefs and faith been destroyed so that they won't have anything to rely on and continue the way they lived before
They afraid those bubbles will burst and they will lost again
There is no god
God is in everyone's heart and soul god are the beliefs we created for our own
They are just theories formulas systems just like mathematics
Waiting to be proven to be true
Six seconds
Our lives is just as short as a blink compare to the universe
So people say why even bother about truth who really cares
Even you discovered the ultimate truth
Then what ?
What are you going to do about it.
Life is so short and we only live I once and why bother wasting so much time on thinking about life
Why just live your life and seize the day be the best you can be and may be someday you can have that enlighten moment
May be you just have not felt the true love
But I suddenly realize that it doesn't matter it's just like some people love philosophy and others may even don't care about it at all
We just different in the way we think and behave and perform and it dose not matters
I am grateful that I am where I am now so that I get a chance to see the world the bigger world much more bigger and fanciful that I ever think about before
Make little tiny habits the norm and try your best and see what comes to you and what you get in the end
